Sweet Lil Soldier (Saira) at ShoutLife.com

Hi my name is Sarah but I spell it Saira I'm 12 years old me and my Mom (SweetSoldier) love Michael Sweet And Salvador! I go to Christ Harbor Church in Laguna Vista. I call myself a "Tokie" Texan/Okie ^_^. I was born in Tulsa...lived in Tulsa...moved to Broken Aarow..blah blah blah. But now live in Texas. It is always great to visit home though.

I have a little Brother and a little Sister Tommy & Nikki I LOVE THE WARM WEATHER!!!

I love music it is everything to me i would not be able to live without it.

Me and my Mom strongly believe in the gift of music. Michael Sweet's music has always inspired me and always will in the hardest times if my life My Mom and Dad's Devorce, My Brother Dying ect. If i could help Michael right now with what he's going through with Kyle as much as he helped me get through my hard times i would in a second but unfortanatly all i can do is pray, and trust me i am. I admire him so much me and my Mom have probably told him how cool he is enough times for SEVERAL other peoples comments hehe

I know what it's like to loose someone you love...it's terrible especially when it's someone you love as much as i loved my brother.

Chad was the best Big Brother in the world. He treated me like his own. He loved me unconditianaly, He used to call me "Little Miss Priss" If i had only known then, the last time he would call me that would be the last time in a very long time, i would have told him how much i loved him back but i couldn't....I lost my Brother Chad to Lucimia Desease and when say Desease it was truly a Desease. He was blind in one eye blury in the other his left lung did not have enough strength to breath so in callapsed with the other about to do the same weihting only 52 pounds at age 21 Chad sufferred severly in struggling for his life.

Of course as his Sister or Mom you would always want to hang on to that last bit of hope and that last phone call telling us that my Brother was gonna be ok...but how selfish not trying to be selfish but knowing he couldn't stand up to take a shower to go to the bathroom let alone set up to eat, how could we let him suffer like that? He was on life support for so very long just trying to hang on.

It was very early in the morning or i guess you could say late at night sun had not even started to come up yet. Everyone was sleeping.....untill my Mom got the call......my Cusion called my Mom and gave her the news......they had taken him off life support. It was the worst day of my whole intire life my Mom's too.

I cannot imagine how my Mom must have felt and still does. When she found out he was gone she fell right to her knees and screamed louder than i have heard her or anyone scream still to this day. Then she started to moan and moan and maon. I won't go anymore into the details but i've never heard her hurt anywhere even close to that much sinse then and i hope i never have to again.

Well even though i cry as i look at pictures of when Chad he would be holding me at the Hospital when i was first born i try to remember that i should be happy for him because he made it what all of us are waiting for he's there he won, he won "The Race" "The Human Race" <3 Go Chad! :) =) :)

I look at love as the happy part of life the glue that holds us together. I think everyone needs love. I know that it can be a hard puzzle to solve sometimes but i think it's worth solving.
Everyone should give love a chance just to see what it can do for you.

I think feeling insacure is silly. I don't think that because someone says your a failure or your ugly or breaks your heart that you have to believe it and live on that for the rest of your life.
I also think you should take chances be a chance taker you can't just set around wondering what might happen if you do, JUST GO FOR IT!!! Just take chances chance taking is what makes life interesting chances are important chances are often lifesavers i think by taking a chance your saving a life somehow
somebody somewhere does something and by doing that something you save someones life wether it's your own or it's someone elses,wether it's jumping into a blazing fire to save a baby or taking a shot at love everyone's a hero in someones life. Make sure your looking out for the signs cas trust me they will come. You can't be a happy person if your a loner loners aren't happy nobody like's to be alone and defenitly don't want to be. No one should be alone you shouldn't have to take self-timer pics of yourself...lol hehe

You can be a hero in someone's life but sometimes it means taking a chance like i said no one wants to be alone everyone wants to hear that they are loved and important and that they have a purpose in life...to make someone else feel the same way <3 Someone's life is depending on you taking a chance.

Trust is a big part of life aswell. And you have to be able to trust if you wanna be able take a chance. Just because you trusted one person in your life and they let you down doesn't mean everyone else will and you have to set in a corner all alone for the rest of your life. God will never let you down.

No matter how hard you get hit or how many times you get hit God always has the strength to stand you right back up again.

I think that since Childhood is the beginning of your life and who you are it's important how you treat people because the way you treat people will impact the way you are treated and that will impact your whole life. Be careful your life is being created as a Child you are the Author of your life.

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I love Animals, I have great passion for them. My plan is to help them. .I WANT TO DO SOMTHING BIG WITH MY LIFE LIKE MICHAEL SWEET I WANT TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN SOMEONE'S LIFE like he did mine :) Salvador and Fall Out Boy are the GREATEST bands EVER!!! other than Stryper, and Boston ;) :D
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I LIKE GOING TO THE BEACH ,PARASAILING,BOAT RIDING BIG AND LITTLE ONES,ICE SKATING ,GOING TO CONCERTS ECSPECALY STRYPER ONES,AND SINGING ON STAGE WITH MICHAEL ALTHOUGH THAT'S NEVER Taken place..LOL IT MIGHT HAPPEN,AND SINGING AND SWIMING AND ROLLER SKATING.